wild wild wednesday
i dont believe this is happening but my brother is actually waging a war with me over the use of the com. blood is thicker than water? i say the modem wires is thicker than blood.so this entry has to be made in top speed, which leaves me slightly flustered and annoyed. anw yesterday was the ultimate rollercoaster ride. havent experienced something like that in a long time. it began when i witnessed a freaky breakdown (qte overwhelming and traumatizing i thought), then had a deep, thought-provoking talk with a classmate during PE. was in a rather pensive mood but excitement overcame that as my teammates and i headed to macritchie after school. unfortunately it began pouring. still we were all relatively high, singing and swaying to the songs, collecting rainwater and having mini-water fights. haha it was a nice bonding session, very very enjoyable. (: what happened after that when we finally went on waters was pretty upsetting, to a certain extent. shant dwell on it now but the fact that it affected me pretty badly made me realise how much canoe meant to me. am glad for the friends who provided comfort and support. canoe, the people, the sport itself, is amazing.
had a heart-to-heart with a teammate, my close buddy over dinner. there was so much to get off our minds, our fears, our hopes, our choices. i still feel there's a lot to be sorted, everything has evolved into a complex, intangible blur. in a way i allowed it to happen i guess, now it's time to pick up the pieces and get back on track.
okay this must have been a slightly gloomy recount. pardon that, must be the wet weather outside. nevertheless there are certain things to be happy about at the moment. (: unbelievable but true and it's an incredible feeling. thank you. :D really cherish the friends around me who help sustain sanity at this point in life.
alright time out. my bro's next.
/ i wanna marry my stalker! :D
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